Thanks you, brochachochip. Everything kind of sucks but he has had a charmed life that he let everyone ride along. I'm glad I have this afternoon before we go in tonight...
It is a lot like caring for a senior and a child all at once, right now honestly. It's hard but kind of helpful.
I can say this with no problem. Nothing has put me in my place and bettered my life like having this dog. It reminds me that
#1) Something cares about me. It's advantageous sometimes.
#2) I have a goal to live up to about 1% of the good guy my dog thinks I am.