dem beats

Message received otherworldly spirits.

Cigs are a time bomb. Not that booze or any drug isn't... they just sneak on ya more.

I have cut back on the booze quite a bit. And only the occasional stogie. I think I will sign up to be a donor.... That is her message. To be a donor that is.

Yeah. I don't know her but she is definitely a special kind of girl. 22 is too young though. Too much for these youngins.

Thanks J. Staying positive is what it is all about.

Perspective. One of my oldests buddies litle brother is with his GF today. Her donor heart is failing. Too too young.

If my arthritis doesn't get better I will probably have to look at the chemotherapy drugs. The biologics like enbrel would be better I think but suuuuuper $$$$. They also make you really susceptible to illness. What ever will be will be. :-) Your lady has it much worse than I do I am sure. I just need to cowbow up, figure out how to sleep properly and start getting shit done.

Methotrexate(sp)?

Series of stupid events and I had to deal with a lot of them. Most of which is ultimately my responsibility and or fault. I am being a whiney bitch. It will hopefully pass sooner rather than later. Quit being a whiney bitch and realize you can't change everything. Lots easier said than done. Indeed. The hardest thing to do is stop worrying.

Hows BO2? I will turn it on in a little bit..... I crashed after I finally got the truck home last night.

HBD!

Ugh.... so sleepy.

I dated a girl who was 4'11. She drove a HUGE caddy. He dad was a caddy mechanic, just boosted her seat and adjusted the pedals.

TTTT.

Life is hard, even harder when you are stupid. - John Wayne

Shit can get better man. It will. That is the problem with pessimism, when in "half empty" mode you never think about the reality of it getting better and soon it becomes self fulfilling proficies. I need a tall glass of real hope and change. LoL DemBeats 2016.

Series of stupid events and I had to deal with a lot of them. Most of which is ultimately my responsibility and or fault. I am being a whiney bitch. It will hopefully pass sooner rather than later.

I hate being so pessimistic. Yuk. Makes me want to gag on the business end of a rifle. Boo. Time to find a job or something to take my mind off life.

Truck is home. Glass of bourbon found it's way into my face. I try to stay optimistic but this is bullshit. In a past life I must have killed kittens, or been a horrible horrible person.

Seriously... can I not have a god damn moment for things to not suck quite so bad? I need to either find a nee way to deal with stress or just drink a gallon of drain-o. This is retarded.

Fucking engine bay is steaming. Coolent line must have blown. FML.

I just hope I can get me a three hundo black to pwn some baddies.

I just hope I can get me a three hundo black to pwn some baddies.

Got it reserved, but who knows when I'll pick it up. I NEVER buy new games. But I got 30% plus 25% on a bunch of trade ins. So I will be there tonight. I love all the nerdy guys. BO has such a good story too.

So who is getting on that CODBO2 tip at 12:01??????