dem beats

I do not compete well however. I just dont play the game. I'm careful who I sharpen my steel against. Sometimes that's rough for the .mil competition thing when we are trying to rally as peers. As a boss it means that I'm completely happy with making you do it, making sure you dont fuck up, and making sure you get the credit. My biggest talent as a leader was finding talent and nurturing it. When I left 75%of my peer group were my direct mentees across the state and some even going on way past me and out of state to high leadership. I fuck a lot of stuff up but I'm good at getting good people to give their all.

Shitheads everywhere. But in general ths sense of humor and work ethic is so wonderful to have on a team. Usually, if someone is asking for mentorship they also then learned the "shut up around any other bosses because Im the cool one" also. That's great because then I have less HR problems. Boy scout on the streets below cum stain when no one is around. Perfect attenuating for my style. You also usually can go from 0-110% pretty fast. Teamwork skills too. The ones who are crap just make that known and never ask for mentorship so I guess I dealt with them only FOR HR shit because they did not learn to shut up around COs. I'm sure I've said it a million times here too. The command, repeate command, confirm, confirm speech pattern is something I train anyone who expresses an interest in learning from me professionally. That is to misscommunicating what washing hands and lysol does to COVID. Someone beat it into you guys so all of you have this huge advantage with me if I'm your teamate/boss.

Usually but lately I'm dealing with proper disposal of it everytime I go to the head. -10/10. Not recommended. keep that stuff for marshmallows and unwanted weeds.

Omg. I love .mil guys. Jesus I miss working with yall. If you set yourself on fire and people will come from everywhere to say"wow. That idiot set himself on fire." Never fails that my best proteges are 90% x .mil guys. They all understand how to talk, and that there is not a single problem that cannot be solved by the proper amount and placement of explosive ordinances.

I normally do what you did here. I am just in a wildfire for a life so why not toss on jet fuel.

Ah. Interesting. soaking is heaven. Swimming irritates the abdomen and psoas so bad. I limped for 5days while shooting a wedding in Puerto Rico. That was years ago but the last time I did any swimming with effort. I should have known better but it was paradise!

Freehand is Badass! Wow those are awesome beyond belief to anyone who isnt in the know. I did the opposite. My first loaf was 50% organic whole wheat at 80%. It over fermented. I fixed it and it was how I fell in love. Anything I cannot just "wing it" makes me obsessed. It's the one good thing that had come out of me being sick. I fear no flour now. Buahahaha

I could feel your arm being twisted to be sure

Mine are all walk and no talk bro. Those are sexy blondes, I'm into brunettes and maybe a bit of raven colored yummy. Textured flour makes you look like a boss. Buahahaha. Tell me how you get your rice flour to stick when you master it

Dirt cheep

I have one of those generic hyperice guns. It feels good, and that's a type of therapy alone. I cannot use it on my psoas or abdomen yet

I've got a half rack and bench. Ergonomic elliptical. I'll sum it up. Imagine if you couldn't use your transverse abdominis. Bloat of 5-6 inches and intestinal inflammation. I can barely squat 225 but smashed 1080x8 on leg press. I cannot churn in the elliptical or walk for much more than 5 minutes without losing posture and making it worse. Its probably why I dont shit. Cant sit. I can literally use my arms to hold my bodyweight like some Porcelain gymnast horse. That doesnt help if the nerves in my back are shot though. I cannot pull my hips out of pronation. Somehow my psoas is involved. I could have a tissue defect that MRI cannot see. I was >530 and have some saggy skin. Maybe it's just brutal to my core pulling out down. I dont know. I'm talking to my rheumatologist this week over the webernets and will talk about coming off my biologics. Might help with any possible infections. If all else fails I'll whip up a batch of custom steroids, stimulants, and pain meds that I can tolerate long term and just figureshit out. I'm at the point where I do not need to get cure, or even healthy. I need to find income very fast.

I want to double like that poast my guy!!!

Still better than reading and coming up with my own opinion!

BTW. This ain't too bad to watch if you want to feel not shitty for a moment.

I listened to this just for fun because Eric is interesting and political shit aside his take on this whole covid thing is worth listening to. I mentioned that while I dont listen to the CDCand FDA exclusively, they have been and might be the best current source. Eric goes into things deeper than would ever speak on publucly because I dont dont have access to the same data and resources. It's worth listening too if you want to hear a take that is different. Eric has his own motivation I'm surevut I think he is probably sniffing closer to the problems were dealing with than any other public voice. He obviously wants him and his brother to be heard and collect their own honor and checks, and he makes that clear. He is bright though and is more interesting than 400 pages of white paper a day and easier when you have no team of analysts to enter and map the data.

Mccarthey who?

They gonna remove them like in men in black?

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I just need to shit right and sleep right. Once that works I'll probably eat right too. It is impossible finding help right now though instead of making progr6im kind of slipping back. No gym or sauna to help me. No massage or PT or anything.

Ouch!!!

We are kindred souls with working on stuff. I hope it goes easier than it sounds

You have been crushing it lately my guy. I hope it keeps up. You deserve a damn break. I'm hoping I find a way to shorten my "rough mornings" so I can get to work as soon as this shitstorm simmers down.

Hey man. It's good to know that it even happens to Mr Overkill himself. You got the budget to climb out so I just watch what you do and then do the same thing but cheeper! Humans gotta do what humans gotta do. Crazy times right now and I'm a bigger fan of this simply family life than I am of anything else. Getting to see more of peoples lives is the one good thing I'm getting out of this and its connection I've surely missed while being sick : D

Ungh. Running and being gently agressive is awful. You people are savage Angels here on earth. I hope yall stay safe.