I'm a corrections officer (prison guard) in a federal max penitentiary. Spent the past 5.5 years working our segregation unit, and being a primary responder to any calls for staff assistance within the complex.
Pretty much, anything happens when I'm on shift, I am one of the guys dealing with it.
With spending that much time in a pure testosterone filled adrenaline filled environment, I prefer to spend my down time much more relaxed and laid back for balance.
It's not that I don't support the fight industry as a sport, or can't enjoy the intricacies of everything involved in it. And with your family history within that environment, it would seem wrong for you to turn your back on that. You were born and raised into it, and it has great meaning in your life, with a deep rooted connection to close members of your family which is amazing.