okay, so after 9 years of on and off relationship with April... i think it's about time to seal the deal.

well, about 7 1/2 years net. we took two lil 'breaks'

been "on" for about 2 years now.

nooo, I dont know the exact date. but it's okay, neither does she.

for all intensive purposes & daily life, we are married as is.

i'm sure we prolly are common-law.

i dunno. lil fear of commitment... lil fear of her... lot of self doubt.

self esteem > me

dayum... thats a long smoke break. LoL

i think that I own this page.

83 posts to go.

TOP number 6 in a row.

I cant even comprehend getting married at this point in my life.

My longest relationship would have to be 5 months

where can i find a gigantic teddy bear?

And that one ended poorly,

I think that the common law clause goes into effect after 7 years

where can i find a gigantic teddy bear?

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You have a ballonatics?

They have all kinda of things like that.

Walmart may be able to order you one

i couldnt comprehend that either... till the last "break"

having been back with her the last couple years... and we've both 'grown' up alot.... adversity and moving out young et al has taught us alot over the years.

i do love her dearly and would love to spend the rest of my life with her... but i dunno if i have the faith in myself to be all that i can be. and what not.

where can i find a gigantic teddy bear?

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You have a ballonatics?

They have all kinda of things like that.

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no ballonatics. i'm thinking the craft type stores maybe? i suppose i could get an internet bear here by Vday.

that way she'll have a 2 person poppisan & a gigantic teddy bear.

i spend way too much on her...

That was 500 for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i spend way too much on her...

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Thats the price of having a women.